the countdown begins

I think it's finally hitting me that we're no longer high school students. that we're all going our separate ways in the next couple of weeks. come december break, maybe some of us will be the same or maybe we will all have changed in one way or another. or maybe we'll never be the same again like mina said. I write to richmond friends that I can't wait to be back (which I am because I srs can't wait to be reunited with my loooves) but I'm also afraid of the moment when I step into the security check without my parents and the many moments to come in the next month. plus in the past year my whs friends have grown on me and I'm sad that I might slowly lose contact with them. as terrified as I may be, I was so so relieved that when I said "have fun at school on monday" to EJ I knew it didn't include me!!!! because just the thought of another year of high school would make me go crazy. well I'm back after a month long blogging hiatus. here's to a month of new beginnings.